This won't come as a surprise to anyone but I'm starting to realize just how much my playing World of Warcraft is cutting in to me getting shit done.
I think what's making this apparent is that I now have several things in my life that I'd rather do than play WoW, whereas in the past WoW was about it. With me drawing and writing more (and enjoying doing both) it feels a bit like, for the first time, playing WoW is the thing I want to get done so that I can do more enjoyable things.
I know for sure that some of this is also a result of the raiding in WoW being boring lately, the guild I'm in has stopped making progress and started to actually do worse and worse every week. I have no desire to log on when we aren't raiding and so there's no connection to the people in the guild byond wanting to kill bosses and get purples. I don't want to just abandon the guild though, there are 3 real life friends in there and a lot of folks that have been nothing but nice to me.
Eventually I'll have to pick what matters the most to me, between doing the art that I love to do (and which could become more than a hobby) and obligation to people I barely know.
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